Don't smoke! Hard to quit, but worth it. Everything in moderation: food, drink, exercise, ambition, and love. Life is a gift, so I believe, I know you had your doubts. There is a Higher Power, and our main purpose is to be in relationship with that Higher Power and with each other. Be kind always, no regrets, and live with an attitude of gratitude. Life can be hard, we can usually choose our reactions. Happiness, like Love, is a Choice. Choose wisely, choose well.